i started this one, but had some difficulty figuring it out. help?

i go crazy
fuckin crazy
sittin around in the same old room
and when tomorrow comes i won't be done
i'll be working till the afternoon

i rode the cyclone
i rode the shockwave
i felt my heart inside my chest

and i was so surprised to be alive
i couldn't wait around the rest

shinin out ahead just a little bit further on
draws me like a moth
the light of the lost

i go crazy
fuckin crazy
thinking about all the gloom and doom
and when tomorrow comes
i'll say i'm done
and go drinkin' through the afternoon

shinin out ahead just a little bit further on
draws me like a moth
the light of the lost
i'll follow it, i guess
but what the cost?

i had the black cat (??) m-80s,
i put a match to every fuse
and when they flash and bang
it's a beautiful thing
they always know what to do

i go crazy
fuckin crazy
(??)
when all i need's some firecrackers to blow it all to smithereens